Friday, December 3, 2010

HUGE Dilemma

BSmillahe Ra7mani ra7eem

Assalamon 3leikom wa rahmatullahi wa barakatu

i am here today since i havent had a chance to type a blog out yo! wow for the first time i get to in a LOOONG while.. i feel good when i type and get to poor all my stress out. I really need to talk to ma u5ti ma Sis in jap, an i need to do it ASAP ...

today yesterday ...all the time i been feeling real down an up an bad lately. bas al7mdullilah , u know me i dont complain i dont la shokri i always say ALLAH SWT knows best, everything he is doin has a reason behind it and its true whatever happens happens, i mean ofcorse not getting tricked by sheitan o iblis and all that iluminati crap ,... but sometimes i get stress from it cuz i feel they try to come around... in anyway sheitan does try, but hes stupid as hell. thats why he's going to hell, i blame him for everything .

omg i was so hot right now, had to take off ma jacket. mama just got back from her trip and i really want ., well let me rephrase that, NEED a new labtop. i want the new Sony hot pink laptop since my laptob is officially FULL in space i need one with huge space and 5aleegy style

this is the one i want
u see how like the print is different??? i like shiny regular not the botttom one but the color of the bottom one i like better.

i like the un shiney too i dont mind it actually

the keyboard is bomb since like u dont want the hot pink for a long time on ur eyes since u dont want it to like hurt ur eyes...soft baby pink is good for typing long time

i love the seperated keys thats pretty awsome cuz i love typing without making typos and on MOST laptops its like makes u hav msitakes since the keyboards too tight, but this one n-o. and thats y i like it.

  am pretty excited for it u know... and i can get different jelds on it .. for example i introduce u HENNA designs hehehe Persian Carpet style!!! isnt that HOT>> ???? i love 7enna i design henna is pretty awsome ill post some pix :) when i get my new LAP TOp an i can do new things (>_<)

 Snake Skin from the Sa7araaaaaaa :) SAHARA!

i love snakes my fav pets pretty awsome HUH :) they are soo much fun so are iguanas i use to own one :) soooo cute and frogs omg they all have soft bellies which i love

i am thinking of be-jeweling it like making it all nice and making a cover for it.. but only when i want it i put it on not all the time...

these are the diff colors it comes in they all make me excited to see cuz i do love colors but again then again i only like to see me with the hot pink 5aleegy style bright white JLo style and that blue, when tho my fav color is blue, is not my blue.... is aaah.. meh 4 ex i like DEEP blue Royal Blue u know??? ill show u in a sec.

 blacks jus toooo boring since iv had navy comp before pretty close to blk. nick nak patty wak giv a dog a bone. and i am tellin u what i use to own lolol i told u wof wof am pretty random HUH thats called ADHD i which i will explaine in another blog==== and also PSVT ... my personal problemas with health :)

see thats the color i like u know the royal blue is nice HUH ? i don even kno who this chick izzz but i had to dig she out thru typing Deep Royal Blue in Googz :D

this another color i like but it aint deep royal blue is like a misty violet blue :) makes me happy :D yaaaay

ok nuff about colors and things that make me happy like new shopping list bahahaha i need lap top, and this machine gun that makes everything crystalize and bejeweled hahaha bahahaha

i do have this dilemma that i did a este5are for and asked so3al from Allah SWT u know... and it been botherin me 1 week now .. i cant discuss it cuz it aint cool to discuss ppls buizness but like um... i kno some that u donno and i got some to tell ya ahahaha nelly song from bak in da day

my frnd jus came by she put me in her my 10z hahahah am special YAY :)

i have tons of BFF'ssss Beast Frnds 4ever!

i mean Best Friends 4EVER and is hard to be like close an true to all since some are stubborn and wont believe u and even u try  u still are like AAAAA why is this happenin to me

thats why if u havent seen something with ur own eyes even if u have u stil hav to hav witnesses and all that and thats y in islam we learn from examples

ex # 1

so they asked Imam Ali Aleiho Ssalam, we know this ppl is cheating i think the wife (am not 100% sure dont quote me on it) but there is this hadeeth thats says ok they asked Imam Ali to go chk and he goes into it knowing but closes his eyes and comes back and says i didnt see anything,.he didnt lie is  not a duru3' cuz he didnt see anyhting... u c
we need to learn from this lesson, Allah hates al-Tala3' so if u hear something or know something . u HAVE to hav seen it with own eyes and also have witnesses like 3 men or 5 ladies some like that... so whats the point and i did este5are cuz some came up and ... it came HORRIBLE if i was to spill some out and do all that all knowing the person wont even believe me anwyay whats the point. i know for a fact but havent seen it. its 2 friends of mines situations and the persons 2nd wife was my other friend... well./... they were like family too OMG soooo confusing... its jus too much drama right now to deal with. my left hand is freezin jus typin bout this n thinkin bout it again how horrible right? wow sub7n Allah dude my blood is frozen in my left hand wow how strong is that???? BAS!

the Powers of Allah Subhane Wa Ta3ala and Qur'an al-majed

it's my NOUR AL-3iN Subhan'Allah!

so heres how u do a este5are the amature way @ home:

first u do make niat and do wudhu (purification in islam washing and cleaning urself before prayer)

and then u spread ur sajjadah an sit facing Qiblah (Direction of house of Allah(God) in Saudi Arabia)

then u make niah, then u recite surat-ol 7amd,

then u Recite surah-To7eed 3x ,

then u say salawat 14x (Allahomma sali ala Mohammaden wa 3ale Muhammad-sending prayers an blessings to prophet Mohammed and his family) 

then u ask Allah SWT or say ur inquiery to him 

then u open ur Qur'an (either regular one or the estekhare Qur'an if u have one) 

then u will read the first ayah on right page 

then ma3anee an tafseer if necessarily then u chk if good or bad or wasaT or whichever indicated like a lil good a lot good a lil bad alot bad excellent or horrible u know then u know what to do subhan'Allah.

for more info on it u read the ayah first page 9abl like before and then one forward which would always be the left page of the first one u'v opened.

insha'Allah this helped and also u are guided to right path sirat-al-mostaqeem

heres how u do a so'al from Allah SWT when u just want to ask and read Qur'an and let Qur'an and Allah SWT guide u:

make niat  first

make wudu

then u sit werever if u want on ur bed floor tekkiah or sajjadah facing Mecca, KSA

then u ask ur question or inquirey from Allah Subhana Wa Ta3ala

then u open the page

read first ayah from left page and the ma3anee an tafseer then one ayah before an one ayat after.

insha'Allah this helps u cuz it ALWAYS helps me Al7mdulillah  Wa Masha'Allah cuz i know Allah SWT loves me when he answers me like that and so fast and he is ALWAYS there for me Al7mdulillah i am always thinking about him and he is always on my minds no matter what i do or read or think hear or sea or esmel u know i always thinkin of him 7mdullah

this is how u do another type of este5are my husband told me about:

 make Wudhu

sit facing Qiblah on ur Sajjadah

Read surah al-7md (fatihah)

and then read some surahs 

ask ur so3al/inQuiry from Allah SWT Almighty

make more Du3a an prayers

later on that day Sub7an-Allah , Allah will show u and guide u and will show u by example leading how u do it what u shall do or what is going to happen

ex : The Story of Habeel and Qabeel

When Qabeel killed Habeel his own brother because he wanted to marry his wife because she was very pretty, he told Habeel he will kill him, and since Habeel didnt know what kill means he said ok. so when this happened, Qabeel after wards fel bad but had to do something with the body then Allah SWT Subhan Allah showed him what to do by the black bird Crow (kala3') SubhanAllah at that time (time of Prophet Adam and his wife Eve)  no one on this earth had died before and Qabeel had no clue wat to do wif the body. hesbiallah, Then Allah sent 2 crows that were brothers they faught infront ot Qabeel and one brother crow killed the other brother crow then he pulled his brothers body and burried it in a islamic manner.that is why we MUST burry an not cremate dead body.-"Then Allah Sent a Crow digging up the earth so that he might show him how he should cover the dead body of his brother..." Qur'an Al-Majed 5:31.

Allah Subhana Wa Ta3alla will show us what to do in place of need, cry, when we are in pain, hurting, sad, crying , basically in need he will rescuue us.insha'Allah and Al7mdulillah. That is why i love Allah soooo sooooo sooo much.

or if u want u jus ask a sheikh wich my baba is one masha'Allah and he does it with 3 others sheikhs at ther big masjid in Iran and Emirates.

Reading Qur'an does always calm me down and holding my teddybear hehehe

PS i wake up to a Tableau of al-baniekat surah and its awsome. i always read Surahs Ayahs is sooo good, and i also recently got this new tableau of the four Qol's very beautiful masha'Allah it was a hadiyah from Al-masjid to my baba and he gave it to me for Eid. Shokran Jazeelan ya BABA. my Baba Al-Sheikh

on another note,

there is this new ecuadoranian shop/ kiosk @ the mall which am diggin' last yr was el-Peruano and an i love all that cool indio stuff they bomb u kno... that calms me down

other things that quit ma stress away... hmm... hahaha actually not really am pretty wide awake and intence when i do that but i DO love doing it and desiging clothes abayas niqabs burQas an shaylas an make up an all that.

but drinkin tea and making milk vanilla Cappucino calms me down

smelling french vanilla calms me down

alright drawing painintg designing an arts an crafts an making Gamboo3'as calms me down anything to do with using my glue gun and also my gemstones an bedazelz hahaha calms me down

drinkin tea @ starbucks ... peppermint mocha Venti with whip cream an choclate drizzles like ma little curlz on ma head lol at the Persia Court at Ibn Battuta Mall calms me down :)

isnt dat soo beautiful an relaxing???

drinkin herbal an persian an arabic an indian teas

saying obviously dhikr calms me down too and makin Du3a's

ok ma3assalama

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