well... al7mdulellah i am alive...
DAS HOW I FEEL IN DA TOP PIC JUS NOW... HIDIN' FROM DA WORLD IS MY #1 PROJET RIGHT NOW AL2AN...
honestly... today iv heard too much stories of dying.... omg or nearly dying... too much surgeries going on...
too much ODzz hearing @ work from coworkers an all
anyways.... i havent been on,... i make maself busy with every cr8zy lil detail dat goes on wif ma life.. u see///
i thought i shud come back..
n let y'all kno what i learned after a funeral of a dear close family member passed away ....even tho i understand it was her time wa Allah Yar7amach just um.. the shei5 said that ... Allah SWT gives us warning by showing us when a close friend or family members passes away ... it could be expected like they could be sick or it could be like sudden ... u kno... is the circle of life sa7... but u shud be warned...
it is the warning dont ask or say when its time... why now?? u kno what i mean??
lately iv been diggin black alot.. i love the color and all...is nice... is jus i feel u r less noticed... some people say u stand out more.. but i disagree on how i feel when i wear black... u feel u can step away from it all...
if u kno wat i mean
dang eretime i go n come bak to this blog life a mine... i realize wat the hell am missing
i love writing to maself'
love u blogga boo :D xD miss u Blogga Boo :P
anywhoo i always feel as tho as if i have too much to talk bout... even tho am all ova da place an all ova da map wif ma ADHD topics lol an literally all ova da map on day to day basis of life lmaooooooooo being such a mix chica jajaaja
i am missing some 1 right now cant say who an am super worried for them.. wallah ... is cr8zy i am worried dangit! insha'allah b5eir insha'Allah b5eir i jus keep saying
some 1 else (our dear neighbour) is sick :'( i heard ambu (ambulance) took em away this mornin dangiittt sniff sniff :'( am scared
i heard many OD stories.... need to kno waz goin down. omg
i worry wallah way too much damnn
i am gettin special deen class next week am super excited for that cant wait ... YES
few things went down today dat am worried... yes one is close dear neighbour is @ hospital
2nd a frnd of mine pretty damn close person in my entire life in a crash hmm.... car crashed i am worriedd....
i worry too damn much
am seeing my Cardiologyst n few other Docs... will see what goes down.... hmm....
me go now to nxt blog
BRUNO MARS SUCKS AS A PERSON
ATTITUDE MESSED UP! U LOSE!