Monday, January 23, 2012

Dear Silvan...

Bismi ta3alla


Dear Silvan, 
Salam
May Peace be upon you. I honestly cannot believe this is happening, I cannot believe that it's happened already...


Gosh Depression is just such a strong thing u know?


I can't believe i was at your final goodbye memorial last night 


i can't believe i had to see your mama an brother in that way


insha'Allah Allah places you in Jannah insha'Allah Ya Allah Ya Rabb.... insha'Allah Ameen.


I cannot believe this :(


Sub7an Allah


"He leaded a lonely life..."


wow ...


not long after ur bday ... nov 25th ...after u had just turned 23...


u just decided this on your own?? :(


i wish it was differ


i wish it wasn't like this


i keep wanting to wake up an wish it was a dream just a lie we're living in...


but wow...


just seeing your mama an brotha so down like that devastated... its just gosh too much to bare


no mother should barie her own child...


no older brother should see his brother go down like that...


wow


Wallah i can't believe this is happening...


Although i was not so close to u, nor did i known u dat well... but Silvan Gato i can assure u that u touched many pplz hearts by ur existence, not just mine. too bad it was cut short... i DID know every1 around u real well and u still affected my life with ur actions i still am in shock in depression an in pain with it.. although u didn't know me that well neither i still grew up knowing u and seeing u and u were part of the community.... <= My Community... since high school, since Axe Capoeira... Since we first went to that show in MacPherson Theatre 10 yrs ago... i never forget... me, mi mama e ma Hermana... 


just is crazy how life goes hey...


i really hope u are placed in Jannah and i really hope Allah Sub7ana Wa Ta3ala helps heal the broken hearted  and helps ur mama an brother an papa an ur friends an family get through this VERY exceptionally hard time...Ameen. I understand that there will never EVER be a closure on this especially for ur mama papa y tu hermano... but still i want them to be able to cope u know?? dayyumm...


can't believe this... i will continue again


with much love


con MUCHO Amor...


-P-





1 comment:

  1. Salam, it's me, your friend from France.

    How are you ?

    I dont have news since a lot

    All is ok ?

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