Racism: what happens in high school stays in high school (and ma ROOM)

Bismi Ta3alla

salam

sooooo today i will be posting a blog about back in da day high school mode. lets stop . freeze . go back in time and i will be gladly show u how i got treated in high school lol
  
i have a list of blogs to do, so when i actually do them all then u can be like o u missed mine or something lol dont expect me to do too much these days since we r moving  mama changin the room floors renevating an stuff is a hecktik right now i hate moving i like settling down and being in one place once an for all an forever an forever lolol
 and also is ma bday tomor :( got nada planned for it  tho.


 anywhoo once ma new room is out i will post more pix but for now here is how my old room kinda looks like :)

WELL it kinda still looks like this!!!


ill b posting this in another blog as well called : Tag my Room, your it! which will have another blog of tag my purse ur it following it soon insha'Allah :)  so for the pic explanations refer to blog : Tag ma Room, Ur it!!! :) plz . n Gracias.


***COPYRIGHT OF PRINCESSA PERSIA'S ROOM***

posting fotos for u so u know. i will be re decrating so i will let u know.  it takes me forever tho. i dono if am moving away soon for a lil bit or not. its been buggling my mind. i actually wanna move back home in the sahara desert and become  a bedouin . leave this whole life a mine an live with the camels . i love camels. see . i want for my mahr (Dowry) 1 white camel female one sand color camel male omg soooo cute an then they can marry and become zowjis an have babies an live happily ever after an ill take care of them

see that is what i want i wanna wear my bandari ni9ab. yes the one that in emarats they say only old ladies wear it!!! u loco!?? o wat jump across the water an see what they wear in red black gold and olive young girls wear it too with the black henna an omg sooo beatiful.

*pix of bandari 5leejiah ni9abs

sooo anywhoo  is jus a traditional thing and me like tradition hehe

im actualy quite random so get use to it.
mm hmm. thats how Allah created me with a mind full of creaions so im diggin' it. cant help it. 7mdullah us with the ADHD's (Attention Hyper Active Disorder) actualy have gr8 mind. and gr8 mind think alike. as u can tell we have tons a lots a energy and wwe wana do loads a things all at once n then we crash cuz we try sooo hard olol we find every little detail distracting thats why we need special attention and take out time to sit back relax an observe, except we are not relax at all lol always hyper naturally . no coffee needed lol an most of us have 7assasiah to 9ahwah. guess what . it is VERY rare for a girl to be born with it, is mostly boys and men who grew up with it ADHD. so basically am special cuz Allah chose me. chose me to have ADHD, cuz ADD is comon in younger girls an teenage yrs but can sometimes be treated n then u have a balance of foods an u grow out of it. but ADHD to control is a lil bigger of a mess looool an im a girl jus turn 23 an i still got it dayuuum :) hehe bas 7mdullah. i liked
 i will post a nother blog wat ADHD is actualy. jus to school y'allz hehehe


anywhoo. so at school i upgraded after being called in high school Saddam Husseins daughter n stuff. after 9/11 pass i upgraded to Osama Bin Laden being my dad looool. they use to call me terrorist an say hes my dad . so my responce befor when they use to tell me go back to Iraq was, but am not from iraQ loooool an in history class by the teacher was told go bak to mexico and i said but am not from mexico an was told go bak to another guess he took an said like some north african country name looool and i was like aaa...then he gave up an said jus to wereva u came from . i was told by another teach go bak to brazil we don want u here lol english teacher yup white racists hahah and in math class cuz wen i jus came here couldnt speak no english and i would keep askin questions loooool funny huh. the teacher would get mad me in ma thick accent lahjeh would say hey what did u just say? can u repeat i dont understand loool. anywhoo

after 9/11 i was no longer told to  go bak to iraq now it was go bak to afghanistan an tell u daddy Osama to calm down. and i was like ya ima call up my baba and what tell him to bomb ya lol be careful hahahaa n they would get scare an shuttup hahahaaha funny story tru tru. we all thought Osama Bin Laden from Afqanistan ... i mean lol how lame is dat even i thougth that too not until like 4 yrs ago lol wen i found out he is originaly from yemen an actualy in saudi arabia hahaha we don care, we girls we dont pay atention to these things, i mean for Allah sake, for the longest time i thought my 3rab baba was from misr since i was kid cuz he use to take long trips sometimes 6 months at a time to egypt and i knew he was arab but when u kid u donno u don care so wen we jus came here an they would ax me oooo r u egyptian i was like ya i think my baba is looool. cuz i always get asked if am egyptian all the time. till this date lol i guess i str8 up look it hahaha anywhoo funny story short. since baba an mama are actualy like seperated 13 yrs ago lol an he hadent talk to us like 7 yrs or so 2 yrs ago wen he heard i was learnin Qur'an and i was all into deen he calls me up an i was like um.. baba can i ask u a question :wat kinda 3rab r u? lol a misri??? and he was like naw saudi lool family from jeddah moved to mekkah aahaha an then iran an emarats fuuuuuuunny story but true that up until high school i was like aaaaw fo sho he is egyptian loooool i didnt hear him goin to saudiyya for long periods of time but turns out since he the vice prez of the biggest toppest oil n ship sherkat naft in world and  they had a shabaka in misr bak in da day an was doin tonna traids he had to be there n go there. i mean we travled all ma life soo./ heck how would i kno. lol i find it funny as hell tho haahahah hope u do too enjoy ma funnyy random stories if u readn this.

lets all unite an make stop Racism.

lets all put the hateret across and lets all join in. why do ppl have to be treated differently jus because color of skin an eyes an hair is diff?? jus because facial futures is diff?? why? arent we all insan arent we all human. we cant choose the way we was born, Allah chooses and born us the way we did. why do we as human race hate on each other?? why cant we all jus get along. an especialy if ur muslim, why do u hate on ur muslim brother an sisterS??whyyyyyy?????? why cant we jus all pray at peace why does it matter if one is white black middle easter indian or asian or latina... we all  muslims we should accept all of us.. why in ba7rain in 5leej in emarat we (not me ofcorse!!! but as a whole) treat a philipina and a paki or a indian different?? why should they be treated diff. why here in united states a mexican is standard known for maids and beaner why??? they are human they are jus as nice there are mexican doctors an lawyers an smart mexicans too why has it been in bedded to our minds mo5 an brains that they are lower????? NOOO cuz they are NOT!  white people are not higher than black people an darker skinned ppl!!! they are equal, who got to decide this stupid rule?? who got to decide jus because i have curly black hair i am less of a human that a person with blonde str8 hair fairskined???? how unfair. how un true. i say for other ppl that are not muslims. ok they not muslims... BUT wat pisses me right off an grinds ma gears is the fact that......... a MUSLIM sits an acts racist!!!!!!!!!! WHYYYYY!!?!?1 did u jus read wat i said??? did u jus hear the words that came out of my mouF?????? ya mouFFFF !!! (ya3ni mouth in souther grawl american souther accent lahjeh hehe me love dem long time) anyways .... i think is stupid no one is better than another... we are all same an equal. we should accept all.  al7mdullah i have friends from every corner of the world an i dont judge . i dont care what u are i will be friends wif u no matter ur race or color. plz if u feel like uv been treated bad before in ur life like i have seen racism like u wouldnt belive... u kno wat i am here my arms wide open i will b your friend no matter wat i wil fight till the end..


jus like MJ said his message so true so wadhe7 so clear so pure

is black is white aaaaa heres the video and heres the lyrics.



Black Or White lyricsI Took My Baby
On A Saturday Bang
but Is That Girl With You
Yes We're One And The Same

Now I Believe In Miracles
And A Miracle
Has Happened Tonight

But, If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

They Print My Message
In The Saturday Sun
I Had To Tell Them
I Ain't Second To None

And I Told About Equality
An It's True
Either You're Wrong
Or You're Right

But, If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

I Am Tired Of This Devil
I Am Tired Of This Stuff
I Am Tired Of This Business
So When The
Going Gets Rough
I Ain't Scared Of
Your Brother
I Ain't Scared Of No Sheets
I Ain't Scared Of Nobody
Girl When The
Goin' Gets Mean

[L. T. B. Rap Performance]
Protection
For Gangs, Clubs
And Nations
Causing Grief In
Human Relations
It's A Turf War
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/michael-jackson-lyrics/black-or-white-lyrics.html -]
On A Global Scale
I'd Rather Hear Both Sides
Of The Tale
See, It's Not About Races
Just Places
Faces
Where Your Blood
Comes From
Is Where Your Space Is
I've Seen The Bright
Get Duller
I'm Not Gonna Spend
My Life Being A Color

[Michael]
Don't Tell Me You Agree With Me
When I Saw You Kicking Dirt In My Eye

But, If
You're Thinkin' About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Brother
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

Ooh, Ooh
Yea, Yea, Yea Now
Ooh, Ooh
Yea, Yea, Yea Now

It's Black, It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black , It's White, Whoo

It's Black, It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black , It's White, Whoo










NOW DO U SEE WHY I LOVE MJ SOOO MUCH AN RESPCET HIM

AND IF U NEVA DID WHY DID U CLOSE UR EYES SO U CAN BE BLIND?

I HOPE U DO TOO. I HOPE U LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR AN MAKE A CHANGE LIKE MJ SAYS:

"Man In The Mirror"

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.









Please lets all make a change in this life… lets all raise our hands an make a Do3a to Allah SWT  to change us for the better. Insha’Allah Ameen.

Lets all have a moment of silence for MJ the greatest musician ever lived. I wish he is in jannah right now (yes he did join his a5u who has been a muslim for 35 yrs or so and became a muslim )





    lets say a do3a all together, it will count:


*Raise ur hand up and Ask Allah SWT*


"Ya Allah , Please help all the Racist people in this world to change and become a better person, and change the world insha'Allah and for the better, Ameen."


anywhooo am out for now

chk yallzz latazzzz...

ZzZzZzzzzz...

laboooooo mmmm

hey so dont u jus want laboo now? dont u jus miss when the sellers yelled on the streets to sell u these mmm in their cars freshly made.. i wish i could taste dem now... jus so hot jus soo sweet.. omg... i miss it.

how to do a nice smokey eye

Bismillah

here is a lady showin us how to do a smokey eyes. pretty chill way i like it this is more of a grey blk smokey eye look





i love make up tutorials so ill post ma fav on smokey eyes but for now am fallin asleep lol


heres an awsome brown blk combination of smokey eye effect am lovin it an she soooo pretty masha'Allah

i like her ring on her lips is cute :)

sometimes i try to put ma ear ring there lol or like a small sticky jewel hahaha






she kinda reminds me of a latina A. Keyz (Alicia keys that iz)



heres another link dat i cant embed cuz the owner removed it but ill giv u the youtube link funny huh??? u online on a youtube vid an u don wanna ppl to see u or embed u on they page?? well guess wat am putin on here hahaha i don like how u do they make up i jus like the products u use cuz that nyx lipgloss is ma fav :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rthw6xr4N5g&feature=related

chk it out gals. :)

mami te extraÑo, por fa llamame por lo meno

En el nombre de Dios "Allah" Todopoderoso



ya mi mami se fue... para Dubai....cuando ella va a regresal?? aaaayayaayay en  1 mes y pico...

no puedo esperar ma.. hace un dia k ella se fue y casi ya no puedo respirar. Que Dios le bendiga ay que Dios le Ayuda .. y ay Que Dios me ayuda tambn y a mi hermana k tamos preocupante y intranquilizante....

yo la llame varia vece... pero no me respondo... su celular ta apago.

que ma puedo haceR??? solo me preocupo... nada mas y oro oro y oro toy rezando y suplicando a Dios "Allah" Sub7ana wa Ta3alla todo el poderoso que ella ta bn y segura...ay Dios por favor escuchame a mis oraciones. gracias a Dios por todo  los bendiciones k nos ha dao.


mami jus left back home to Dubai yesterday mornin 10 am . she aint call yet. i cant sleep . i cant breath, is like im empty now... omg i cant stop prayin she ok insha'Allah, cuz she usualy calls when she riches um... ENGLAND!!! aaaa an she aint call yet. she pose to be in Dubai along time ago i would assume unless there was transfered flights.. me an ,a sis is worring like non-stop yo. am not ok right now. but i jus Read Qur'an i made tons of Du3a an Salat last night at Al-Masjid. :(

i'm nada without mi mama ///

Yo soy nada sin mi mami. Ay mi madre.

mami te extraÑo mucho mucho muchisimo

toy orando k ta bn y segura a onde tu ta.. mami regresame o llamame por lo meno.. no sabe cuanto te estraÑo. no sabe k significas en mi vida en mi mente en mi corazon. sin ti no soy nada. mami regresa.. nunca me haga eso.. por fa Dios cuidala a mi mami por favor. :'(

mami regresaaaaa y nuna me deje sola asi k no puedo respirar toa la noche taba llorando y orando y me tiene loca mama :( mamaniii

escuchame respondeme coje el telefono por lo meno... mami :(

mami no pude dormir .. la unica cosa k hice anoshe... fue llorar y orar ... y lear el Kor'an//

Al-mus7af.. era la unica cosa k me calmo... porq taba corriendo como una loca tonta en la casa sola///

mami llamame! q ta aciendo???????

toy eperando...

Que Dios le bendiga insha'Allah

A Dios

this how i feel

asi eh como yo siento

sin mi madre. claro.

mami ven y saltarme de esta pesadilla...

sabe k te necesito.

Bruno Mars

BISMILLAHE AL-RA7MANI AL-RA7IM

 So again i am posting about Bruno Mars, yes am a little obsessed. i mean sub7an Allah.... ever since i buy his album seen his video is like i cant get nuff... :( he is sooo perfect hahaha not like perfect perfect obviously cuz no one is perfect but Allah Sub7an wa Ta3ala Almighty. but what i mean hes words and stuff from the two songs "Grenade" & "Just the way you are"

 

so this is ma 2 fav videos and songs and also i must let y'all know, there is classes at college u could go to that u can learn how to be a gentleman like Bruno Mars, Ladies voted for it lol and they want they men to be schooled on it. hands down i think is bomb idea... he is soooo let alone talented masha'Allah he is also amazingly gorgouse masha'Allah. he sweeps ladies hearts off the floor with these 2 # 1 off the hook songs off the charts!!! u Rock pa! go with it! go wit it! go wit it! hehehe

heres a lil info info bak ninfo on the dude

Bruno Mars - His song writing partner Philip Lawrence introduced him to his future manager at Atlantic Records Aaron Bay-Schuck back in 2006. Bay-Schuck had wanted to sign him immediately after hearing Bruno Mars play a few songs on the guitar, but took another three years before Atlantic would sign him to the label. He got his start by writing songs for other leading artists before gaining prominence as a solo artist after being featured on B.o.B's ''Nothin' on You''. (credit: Getty Images)

links below...

http://inmusic.ca/photos/themes/Articles/big_break.htm?feedname=PHOTO_GALLERY-MUSICBIGBREAKS&pos=3&nolookup=true

 so Y'all should know  i lovez 2 ppl in da industry now, not jus 1 lol Bruno Marz, but MJ still # 1. am His # 1 fan. ill let u kno why one day insha'Allah.

Peace y'all am out now

Ma3assalamaaaa

imma star (everywere we r) lool

Bismillah

So basically i wanna blog cuz i need to .. im in the mood too. not really but am almost there

but i have sooo much on ma mind./like i always do.. guess what i am jus losing it. mama just left to go back to Dubai like 1 month an 1 week omgg.......... sooo much....


anyways i am gonna blog differnt about that

but right now i wanna blog about how wen we jus move here and went school here u are allowed to use calculators in Americas hahaha real funny story. so back home at school using a calculator is ilegal ... it could make u fall outta school get kicked out... anyways sooo wen we got here we found these bomb mickey mouse blue calculator watches that we got in Big Ol' wally (Wall Mart that iz lol) anywhoo me waited long nuff go to math class hahah


and me thinkin ooo am soo smart i can cheat an no one will know lol

me mindin' ma own bi'th-nas (beezwax = buisness ya3ni lol) anyways using ma cool rockin' blue micky mouse calc watch and i take a look around ere student got a Big Ol' Calculator, the thing was big an black an they be using it lol me no speak no english bak then lol soooooo i had no clue how to tell the معلم  (modaress المدرس ya3ni teacher haha ya bak then i didnt kno haha so i gotta do it to ya so u feel how i felt comin here speakin no englisiyah lol) that them fools be cheatin on the امتحان (Exam) haha cr8zyyy huh??

anywhoo funny video wanna watch is by a new funny artist called Jeremih (prounounced Jeremaya)

it has the good Ol' calc/watch loooool or shall i say in 3rabi لوووووووووووووووووول

hahaha inside joke dont ax lol


anyway here is jeremih

anyway heres the funny vid







me like it long time lol

POETRY by ME again Persia LA Loca, yup thatz right she's me! al7mdulillah

My eyes fill out with tears
it waters up when i know that it could be years
that i could even hear your voice again
well until then, ima stay away from this life of sin


Wallahe sometimes u just don't know
what this life brings to your table
what takes up ur life and years as u might grow
please don't just sit there and act as if ur not able



One thing am certain of
is the amount of bashin' love
i be gettin from mi familia
if u donno, then get urself familier


Even though sometimes u feel as though
your life is upside down, just say: "is ok 7BB"just pat urself on the shoulder as u say although...
one day u might not see the bright of day, so let it be, let it be..."


For at da end of the day, Allah decides, Allah Chooses
So let him be your shine, let him guide your line
for thou who's not in tack with it, he da 1 who looses
make Salah, make Do3a, say Dhikr or just combine
Now don't let urself get outta line, trust me, your time will come, your time to shine
but for now, lets just kick back and relax and listen to Persia Rhyme



1 day when i kno i can hear ur voice right nxt 2 mine
& i kno i will never stop prayin', i will NEVER resign
thats the day i know all my prayers have come true
till that day comes, i wanna prepare but i've no clue
on what to do, on what supplies to use, take it like Tik Tok, now let ur heart Rock.


oh till that day comes, till that day comes,
make u grine ur gears, there will be no more tears,
all laughter and Oh, all Joy, that is what i employ
Wallahe i'll promise i'll be the one who helps u, never annoy


if one day comes and i see you hit rock bottom,
i wont leave u, i wont let u fall
if i do, is like Shaytan autho'Billah sayin "Got 'em!"
i will be there for u, i will stand tall


i don't wanna be the one who leaves
i will be there thru ups and the downs
cuz im the one who str8 up believes
believes in you, you are the one who frowns


plz dont let me fall, plz don't let me drown
Oh Allah Almighty
from pound to pound
you're the one who saves me



on this note, ill let u be
a different character, realisticly
speaking from experience from Sabr like brewing tea
i hope insha'Allah u enjoyed my Rhymes, linguisticly



yalla ma3assalamaa am out yo

omg this took like over an hour, my mind must be sooo busy thinkin, cuz usually rhymes dont take me that long, they jus come an go. i obvisouly wasnt fully there. i kept had having to re-read it a milli times and re-decide it a milli other times,,,, aaaaaaa Sub7an Allah. i donno what's going on, but todays NOT my day... insha'Allah ill wait for the brighter day. the brighter days to come, very very soon, cuz when things are down, Allah SWT helps u get up... maybe is jus the winter slowing me down, maybe is jus the other bad things happenin in my life making me sooo weak an terrible at doin task at hand and livin' life like i use to, whatever i do.. is like is not enuff. i try so hard... i jus dont see the result. oh why o why. i dont wanna hurt nobody by my actions. wallah Allah plz help me and guide me to serat'al mosta9eem plz plz plz ... i just need my mind at eaze, cuz clearly obviously it aint.. and its making me lose it all... i cant even bear with it no more.. is been a year.. an why am  i still stuck?? watever i do, watevr i buy. watever shoppin sprees i go to.. watever an how many trips i go to and countries i visit. it all comes down to... why am i not happy??

im about to go and read some Qur'an to calm me down. even just the word "kalamah al-Qur'an" makes me calmed a little... just to say it. is like entering jannah... the feeling is nice. not to hot . not too cold, not room tempreture. just perfect... PERFECT is Allah Sub7ana wa Ta3alla...PERFECT is his words... Allaho Akbar, Allaho 3lem... Allah help me and guide me insha'Allah.

in these Ruff tymez am away from it all... i stay away from anything and or anyone who tries to turn me in to doing 7aram or sayin anythin 7aram... jus by maself. jus alone. is perfect. doing nothin' but talkin to Allah and keepin ma mind clear of all the shayateen's (autho'billah) around us that surrounds us especially when ur far away u feel the americas are so from from the mother land of Arabia and Persia where u come from.... till that day comes and i can return, i shall only stick to al-Mus7af and Al-Deen insha'Allah... even though i am aware there is jinns and shaytans autho'billah, every were not just here in the Americas. but like... it is way more easier to slip and fall here since its the norm and is 3addiee for ppl to be a certain way dress a certain way live life a certain way here that u forget were u came from.. u forget ur morals. sub7an Allah. 7esbi'Allah ... u forget ur culture... u forget ur values... i'v seen it happen many many times. hell its happened to me. i aint perfect i am only human i am only insaan. i just want out of it. i want out of this country of sins . i wanna be back home in the mother land of Arabia and Persia. mother land of Islam. that is were i want to be... that is were i want to live, that is were i want to reside.. and i promise i wont go into hiding.. the way i do here jus so dat nothing happns to me... like i don even like listenin to 9eibah thats why i chose not to hang out wif nobody for too long. if i notice they doin it... i walk away and silence and dont come back... if  i hear something bad is goin on and is wrong i will stand up for that person for all persons. for everybody who is right ... i will stand up for the world. this Donya needs help y'all... plz do ur part to help it... we dont want to make Allah SWT mad... plzzzzz we need a change. we need a BIG change... now u see why i love Michael Jackson sooo much??? cuz we shared same views!!! and he  died a muslim man/ that means he believes. sub7an Allah... the biggest well known person in the world. everyone followed and watched oh so carefully... after all he went thru... turned muslims.... 7esbia'Allah and then they killed him. the iluminateez the shaytan devil worshippers. Allah o akbar... at this min just say Allah o Akbar. even if ur not muslim and reading this. in Arabic these phrase means "God is Great" just keep saying it... wallah... it will help... ya Allah... help me .. guide me... i wanna be healed. i want this world to be healed.. all i want is for all the evil to be gone.. i mean i kno is not possible.. there will always be that shayateen person who wants to ruin things... but @ least if we all try a lil... even just a lil... like ZARRAH... it will help... now look at urself in the mirror... and start to change... do it for the better... listen to MJ's words "Man in The Mirror":

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

heres the full lyrics:

""Man In The Mirror"I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

this song is by Michael Jackson, the one who will live in our lil 9albi's (hearts) 4ever and ever and ever and insha'Allah one day i get to visit him again in jannah if Allah Su7ana wa Ta3alla lets me :) cant wait till that day comes....insha'Allah
now do u see why i Love Michael Jackson soooo much??? and till this day i love him and since i was little i loved him... i will share u more MJ stories insha'Allah soon :)

but for now am out

talk to y'all Later

pray for me also if ur reading this and ill pray for u "the readers" if u let me... i wan Allah sub7ana wa Ta3alla to bless u all....